pfew
Fri 11/04/2003, 11:59 CEST
well, that was weird.
Last wednesday I started walking the memory-lane path. Reading all my old messages starting from day 1 that I arrived in Finland. Moved on to reading old email correspondence.
During dinner I started to feel restless.... as if the world was closing in on me or something. A very strange feeling. Had a small chat with F and then decided I just had to go out, see a friend and try to have some fun.
Called B, but no answer. Turned out he was doing the dishes so couldn't answer. Well, we arranged to meet and went for a game of pool. At first I thought I would talk forever and ever about whatever befell me the past 2 weeks, but nope. No such thing. Just had loads of fun with playing pool, couple of beers and a snack.
I started out really good, winning 2 games in a row... then B got back to 2-1, 3-1 3-2 4-2... and then I lost 4 games in a row. Somehow my concentration was broken.. or the luck, whatever, just didn't really work anymore. Haha. Too bad, but it felt good anyways.
Yeah, did me a world of good, I was so irritatingly cheerful. Was afraid I would feel down again in the morning, but it wasn't that bad at all.
Well, I won't be writing that much here anymore for the time being. Why is that? Well, I'm back in Holland now, not that much happening anymore to keep you all updated. Back to my old boring life...
Moro moro!
-- cavey